Good Night! Well it has been a long day, along with a very long week. I put "friendships are under constant tests" because that is the story of the past week. While I have been sick, it has been rough. I am only one person but I try to do the best I can. I am great friend, I listen, I am generous and I would do anything for you. However, you can't have a friendship by yourself. When you have had a hard time and your friend says "Catch ya later" in some sort of way, are they really your friend? Some friends mistake anger for disappointment. They may not know why I want to do something. Well don't laugh and say sure, and then I have a bad week and say sorry I already did it. I have been taken advantage of before, I have been used just for people's own benefits. They may not notice it, but when I bring it to your attention, don't tell me that I make you feel like shit. Because If I mention it to you, then it has gone beyond making me feel like shit. If you don't care what you have done to that person, that friend, then you are not that person's friend. If all you care about is yourself and your feelings, than don't lie to yourself, you were never friends.
It was a rough week, I had some that stood by me, some that have helped me. Being sick and just the everyday life issue's are rough for us all. I try my best to help all in need. To be the best daughter, best friend, the best person I can. I may not always succeed, but at least I try. I make mistakes just like everyone else, for that I am sorry. I try to tell people my feelings and people get angered. When it is the truth. Well like I always say, tomorrow is another day, a blank slate, we don't have to be the people we were today. Everyday is a new adventure and you never know what your going to wake up too. I refuse to fight with people. I refuse to be stepped on. I say how I feel, because I want a happy life. I hope everyone has a great evening, enjoy each other, hold on to those who are real, those that make us happy and tomorrow if the Good Lord lets us, we will meet again in the morning.
Love,
Sarah
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