The Roads We Choose

It has been longer than a fortnight, but it has probably been worth it because I was still in a state of half shock half wonderment and I can still feel the weight like a giant burden of responsibility strapped on my back, I don't think physically my 6'1' 155 stature could hold this immense weight, spiritually am trudging my feet but am glad I made it today . I feel like shouting, I feel like dancing without music playing, I feel like running fast without feeling the wind rush by me, I just feel like speaking to you in 10 languages at once and have you understand me without me translating! Good Heavens I feel good! I hope you don't think I've gone "coo coo".

2 months as we sat down in the game room, Sarah Magrady was watching some of those shows that I really never watched, I was on the laptop scripting lyrics to a song I wanted to go record later the next day. She then asked me a question that I took time to think about before I answered her back, but at the moment she thought that I had ignored her. The question was; "What do you think am really good at"? The reason why I froze in context was because I didn't want to bluntly say what came up to my mind first! "Humanitarian". Then I thought of the list of things that I knew she would pursue that were right at hand "A great Writer" an Author, now remember at this time I was in thought but my response didn't come too soon and she thought I simply ignored her to avoid the "procrastination" conversation that we had had a couple days before.... Ohhh snap it was going to be a war of words, well she flipped through the channels and checked her DVR for recorded shows including "All My Children" , Big Love, then she decided to watch "Daddy's Girls" by Rev Run, see I never watched Run's house but I always watched the ending close" where Rev simply leaves words of wisdom before the show ends... "That is my favorite part of the show" I would skip the rest of the stuff ...but that part I could rewind just to tap into that zone. Now back to the argument that was about to erupt, I simply said "I think you are a humanitarian and a great writer" explore those potentials and you will surely find out that that is the truth about what you are really good at! Remember she wasn't talking before I answered her she was flipping through channels grumbling to her self about how I was ignoring her and how I cared less, SHE STOPPED! And said ''are you serious"? And i emphasized ..."YOU SHOULD FINISH WRITING YOUR BOOK" more so start a project that gives you the ability to help people because that is who you are, you can't hide that fact and you can't run away from the truths about you. wow...did I save a on coming argument with speaking my heart...phew..."am not good at arguments" I simply try to use one phrase or sentence and let you decide if am right or you are wrong!

The road you choose in this twisted journey of life could have lots of toils and snares, but at the end of it all we do not really choose these destinies ourselves there is a guideline, from God we receive so many gifts and chances to redeem and explore every possibility, without the physical there will be mental intellect, without mental there will be spiritual, without spiritual there will be emotional intellect, it keeps going on and on.. what am saying is "In this life the road you choose is yours to decide whether to walk on it or it will walk you.."

Yours Truly Blaq

On Friday Nov-13-2009 Sarah Anne Magrady was drafting a note via blackberry in form of an email reaching out through "Ellen" to have an important message delivered to "Rev Run" Joseph Simmons wishing him a happy Birthday for Saturday Nov-14th-2009 with more to it if you take time to read it. we don't know whether she actually sent it before she went to sleep because after we discovered it, it wasn't saved or sent yet..! It was the first thing that popped up on the blackberry screen while Ms Heather and I were asked by Ms Lynn "Sarah's Mother" to find her Doctor's phone number. The Truth Hurts, Sarah Anne Magrady Passed away Early Morning Nov-14-2009. Heather saved the drafted message and I sent it to its destination the "Diamond Empowerment Fund" D.E.F whose mission is of supporting education initiatives that develop and empower thos most disadvantaged in Afric an nations where diamonds are a natural resource, the organization will look to fund projects that have proven success inproviding African youth with high-quality educational experiences, including skill-building and vocational training initiatives. This is what Sarah Magrady was about, these are the type of projects that inspired her, giving , reaching out, providing to those in need, I could go on and on telling you what humanitarian she was in all her endeavors.

Dear Family and Friends, guests and readers from all walks of life here below are theLast of Sarah Anne Magrady's words . She hadn't written a blog for Friday Nov-13-2009. Therefore This note was it.

"I want you to pass this message to Joseph simmons rev. Very Important!"

Hi helen! Would you please pass this message on to Tell him tomorrow Happy Birthday! The best gift I could give him is to get a page on Facebook and same with Justine. They will see stories and be able to see things, network and socialize from a laptop! It can be informative, a hand reaching out and inspiring! If he doesn't have one, then I on Disability will use the money given to me, for my christmas gift make a sacrifice and buy him one. I remember the story from when I was a little girl in a catholic school about in the Bible were there was a rich person giving money, yet a poor person giving almost everything. I remember how The Lord said it is those who were wealthy and give a lot vs. Those who were poor and gave almost everything that the poor were more humble and gave praise. The Lord was so pleased with the poor but the rich man gave a little and gave the pennies. It is time for them to see what wonderful people are out there and he can set up things there and links as well. Facebook to me is wonderful and i think he and justine will see how big and wonderful people are. I please ask you to him for this Pass it on! Thank you, good luck an I hope you get your moment to shine!

Sarah Magrady.

            "Negyebuva negyebudda Kunsi ne Kunsi, Kuntandikwa nekunkomerero "OBULAMU BWEBUGAGA"  
The above proverb in my language states that ;
          "From wherever time comes from to wherever it goes From nation to nation or world to world,  from Begining  to the End  "HEALTH IS WEALTH"
                          Yours Truly Blaq Fuego